Spiral…

Can you hear me?I’m spiraling.Help! Where am I?I’m stuck in my thoughts.Help! When will this end?I’m tired of always fighting.Help! Is anyone out there?I’m begging to be free.Help! I feel like I’m: Loosing myselfBrewing in self hatredSwallowing with guiltThinking too muchBreaking everything I touchTalking down to myselfCoping with the pain wronglyTrying to change myselfFeeling like…

She had no idea…

That girl in the pictureStanding thereSmilling through the painJust living life That girl in the pictureShe never could’veKnown or imaginedWhat was coming That girl in the picureLooking at the worldBlind to the futureShe had no idea That girl in the pictureShe couldn’t even Begin to prepare For this! Seriously! How could she know?How could she…

A new chapter!

Update on this blog, and my life:A new chapter is starting very soon (Dec. 5)! . . .  I am “moving” to Argentina! I say: “moving” because I will be living there for a minimum of 3 months (possibly, longer).And, although I’m nervous and a little sad (as this will be my first Christmas away from home); I’m also…