Spiral…

Can you hear me?I’m spiraling.Help! Where am I?I’m stuck in my thoughts.Help! When will this end?I’m tired of always fighting.Help! Is anyone out there?I’m begging to be free.Help! I feel like I’m: Loosing myselfBrewing in self hatredSwallowing with guiltThinking too muchBreaking everything I touchTalking down to myselfCoping with the pain wronglyTrying to change myselfFeeling like…

Day 1 in Buenos Aires, Argentina

I made it to Buenos Aires, Argentina!  . . .  My first 24 hours here were a whirlwind of emotions. I couldn’t believe that I was actually here (it seems too surreal). I was so happy that I finally made it! But, after the initial feeling of amazement and happiness, the culture shock hit me. I…

A new chapter!

Update on this blog, and my life:A new chapter is starting very soon (Dec. 5)! . . .  I am “moving” to Argentina! I say: “moving” because I will be living there for a minimum of 3 months (possibly, longer).And, although I’m nervous and a little sad (as this will be my first Christmas away from home); I’m also…

Breathe…

~ INHALE ~ ~ EXHALE ~ ~ REPEAT ~ . . . Oxygen is very important! So, don’t forget to take it in. Get rid of all that carbon dioxide inside your lungs & replace it with fresh oxygen. . . . When you’re sad; breathe. When you’re stressed; breathe. When you’re angry; breathe. When…

Fake Facades & Fake Smiles…

“Alright, let’s do this!” or “Well… another day to survive.” or “Let’s conquer this day!” -Says you (to yourself), every morning. . . . You wake up everyday, ready to talk and smile at people even though you’re tired or you’re sad or you’re done with life and need a break; but instead of telling…