Living Vulnerably

1 year ago… To go backTo the momentWhere it was simpleWhen trust was easyOh, to get closer to that Now… To liveA life of vulnerabilityIn communion In the garden To abideIn your presenceEverydayWhere nothing Must be proven To liveIn your loveIn daily communion In a life of vulnerability With you That’s what I strive forEverydayTo…

Spiral…

Can you hear me?I’m spiraling.Help! Where am I?I’m stuck in my thoughts.Help! When will this end?I’m tired of always fighting.Help! Is anyone out there?I’m begging to be free.Help! I feel like I’m: Loosing myselfBrewing in self hatredSwallowing with guiltThinking too muchBreaking everything I touchTalking down to myselfCoping with the pain wronglyTrying to change myselfFeeling like…

Day 1 in Buenos Aires, Argentina

I made it to Buenos Aires, Argentina!  . . .  My first 24 hours here were a whirlwind of emotions. I couldn’t believe that I was actually here (it seems too surreal). I was so happy that I finally made it! But, after the initial feeling of amazement and happiness, the culture shock hit me. I…

A new chapter!

Update on this blog, and my life:A new chapter is starting very soon (Dec. 5)! . . .  I am “moving” to Argentina! I say: “moving” because I will be living there for a minimum of 3 months (possibly, longer).And, although I’m nervous and a little sad (as this will be my first Christmas away from home); I’m also…

Breathe…

~ INHALE ~ ~ EXHALE ~ ~ REPEAT ~ . . . Oxygen is very important! So, don’t forget to take it in. Get rid of all that carbon dioxide inside your lungs & replace it with fresh oxygen. . . . When you’re sad; breathe. When you’re stressed; breathe. When you’re angry; breathe. When…

Fake Facades & Fake Smiles…

“Alright, let’s do this!” or “Well… another day to survive.” or “Let’s conquer this day!” -Says you (to yourself), every morning. . . . You wake up everyday, ready to talk and smile at people even though you’re tired or you’re sad or you’re done with life and need a break; but instead of telling…