Growing Lungs & Changing Heart

I amsculptingstrengtheninggrowingyour lungsmaking themperfectstrongand bigger than everbecauseI need youtotell the worldabout methrough your story I am changingre-moldingre-shaping your heartmaking itheavy and giving itthe desires of my heartbecauseI want youtofollow my planfor youandlove othersas I love you Thanks for reading! I hope this reminded you that change is necessary for growth; but you can’t grow if…

Start over…

I’m not afraidof starting overbecause I knowan amazing Godthat always forgivesand always gives unlimited second chances. I don’t fear the starting linebecause I know a perfect Godthat deserves allmy fears, failuresand future anxieties. I have joyin new daysbecause I know a joyful Godthat makes plansfor all my days before me. I’m not afraidto start againbecause…

Hello October!

So, it’s been a month since I’ve made the commitment to stay in Australia for 2 years, and I’ve already been learning so much! A few weeks ago, I read this book called “With” by Skye Jethani, and felt like it was really relevant for this new season I’m stepping into, so I decided to…

At the centre of it all…

When we keep GodAt the centreGood things happen Feeling far awayIs the resultOf imbalance The balance of lifeWill inevitably tipIf we take God off centre Life becomes a gameA balancing actOf keeping God centered It’s a confusing gameWe think it’s difficultBut it doesn’t even take much effort Life with GodAt the centreIs the simplest life…

Office Job…

Sitting hereThinkingSpinning aroundIn this chairAt this deskMy desk?WritingThese wordsOn paperTo process lifeTypingSomething randomTo look busyDoing homeworkFeelingWeird and confusedAskingSo many questionsAbout the futureGod, how did I get here?WaitingFor an answerIn the meantimeI continueTo sit hereAt this deskLearningTo be professional Thanks for reading!That poem was inspired by my current “job” here in Australia. It’s kind of a…

Cafe Saturday

Sitting hereStarring out Into the cityFrom this cafeI can’t help But thinkHow GodDid I Get here? Just a randomSaturday in winterHere in AustraliaWithSo many visionsSo many dreamsSo many plansJust chasing GodWith my lifeAnd so farHe has neverLet me downAndHere I amJust sitting hereIn His presenceIn the comfortIn the loveIn the protectionOf my Father He hasAlways…

Living in the Unknown

AloneIn a countrySo far fromMy own With no ticketTo go homeFor two yearsThis is it Day by dayGrowingAnd ignoringWhat the doubters say Lost but not aloneSearching with GodLearning to liveIn the unknown This poem was inspired by: Thanks for reading! I hope this poem reminded you that living in the unknown is the best decision…

A message of hope for the lonely

LonelinessComes and goesButGod remains PainBecomes a triggerButGod remains HappinessFeels out of reachButGod remains BelongingSeems impossibleButGod remains Through all the loneliness, remember that God remains the same through it all. He is always there within reach inviting you into His house. He wants you to join His family more than anything because He loves you! Thanks…

“Peoplesick”

So, a few days ago, I had this revelation about home. I was feeling sad, and I couldn’t figure out why because I didn’t really feel homesick, but I couldn’t put it into words. Until I came up with the word “peoplesick”. You see, I’ve been living in a dorm with 11 other girls for…

This is how I fight my battles…

So, I’ve recently gone through a pretty testing season of life. And, I’ve learned that the only way to win battles is to fight them the right way. But, before I go into the details, here’s a poem I wrote during this past season: Dear God,I’m doneI’m giving upI can’t carry this anymoreI have nothing…

Important Word

So, it’s my birthday today (23! Woohoo!), and I’m currently in New South Wales, Australia! The past 6 months have been pretty crazy, and instead of repeating it all here, here’s a link to a page where you can read all my past posts from my experiences here in Australia from the past 6 months…

Abba Father!

A child for lifeLiving in His presenceBecauseHe always treats His children wellAnd takes care of them everyday No need to grow upJust be in awe of Him everydayStay curiousHave a joy like a childDepend on HimNever try to understand all things That’s His jobAs Abba Father Because… He is:More real than the ground we stand…

You have no idea… (a poem)

Ouchthat hurtthat was triggeringthat made me feel sadBut…then againyou have no ideahow much pain I feelBecause…it’s concealedhidden awaypushed deep downout of sightout of reachno one can knowabout this paininside meBut…only one has an ideaonly God knows You have no idea And you never willeven if I explainmyselfand tell you mylife storyyou will nevertruly understandwhat I…

Lessons from the mountain top…

A moment to remember who God is & who I amA moment of total surrenderA moment of ultimate loveA moment of perfect peaceA moment of complete freedomA moment of finding hopeA moment of unfailing graceA moment of uplifting truth God is… LovePeaceFreedomHopeGraceTruthAnd the ultimate hiding placeThe one I kneel at the feet ofThe one that…

Spiral…

Can you hear me?I’m spiraling.Help! Where am I?I’m stuck in my thoughts.Help! When will this end?I’m tired of always fighting.Help! Is anyone out there?I’m begging to be free.Help! I feel like I’m: Loosing myselfBrewing in self hatredSwallowing with guiltThinking too muchBreaking everything I touchTalking down to myselfCoping with the pain wronglyTrying to change myselfFeeling like…

YOU ARE…

A poem about your true identity! The enemy will tell you that: You are unworthyYou are aloneYou are never chosen You are ignoredYou are untalentedYou don’t belongYou are hopelessYou are stupidYou are uglyYou are weakYou are not valuableYou are nothingYou are not importantYou are neglectedYou are hidingYou are afraidYou should give upYou are a defaultYou…

A poem for the Enemy!

Hey Devil!Listen up!This message is for you! I need you to listen closelyBecause what I’m about to say is crucial?And, I need you to take note! You are done ruining my life!You are done telling lies!You are defeated! I’ll give you credit For what you’ve already done.It was impressive. But, from this moment on, you…

No More Hiding!

My time has comeHope has wonI’ve been found Fear is goneLove has wonI’ve been covered The lies are goneTruth has wonI’ve been set free from doubts Broken love has vanishedPeace has wonI’ve stopped running Quitting has no place hereComfort has wonI’ve found my home Hiding places have disappeared Light has wonI’ve started shinning Thanks for…

In This Time…

In this timeWe mustRememberThe truth There’s nothing we can doBut remember the great I Am And hold onto faithThat this too shall pass The great I Am Has all the powerKnows all thingsIs always with us Our only taskIs to trustPut our faith And hope in Him He has never let us downIn other times…

No Control

Sometimes hope disappearsSometimes strength decreasesSometimes faith fades But, Through it allWe must continue to conquerAnd, hold firm to Him Because, He is greaterHe is in controlHe is victorious And, With HimWe are also victoriousWith true hope Through all the pain, confusion, and disappointment we must remember that we have no control. God is fully in…

Tearing Down Walls

I’ve built up so many walls.It might take some time to tear them all down. But, I’m working on it.Slowly… It took me my whole life to build these walls. I’ve worked every day of my life.I’m proud of this work I’ve done.But, I think I’m ready to tear them down. I’m ready to feel…

Now, what?

Now, we learn to become a missionary! We learn to turn those sacrifices into choices. We stop feeling lonely & start making friends. We replace fatigue with excitement. We let go of anxiety & find peace. We don’t feel defeated, just courage to win. We stop doubting & learn to trust. We always know everything…