Finding Freedom by Popping Bubbles

If you don’t know where I’ve been for the past 4 months,check out this post before reading the following story. RunningChasingCatchingFindingDiscoveringLearningBuildingWorkingCryingSmilingLaughingHidingHurtingThinkingTalkingProcessingPraying But, ultimately PoppingBreakingDestroyingTearingShattering This is my story from the past 4 months about how I discovered my true freedom by popping bubbles: You see, before coming to YWAM (Youth with a Mission) to do…

Spiral…

Can you hear me?I’m spiraling.Help! Where am I?I’m stuck in my thoughts.Help! When will this end?I’m tired of always fighting.Help! Is anyone out there?I’m begging to be free.Help! I feel like I’m: Loosing myselfBrewing in self hatredSwallowing with guiltThinking too muchBreaking everything I touchTalking down to myselfCoping with the pain wronglyTrying to change myselfFeeling like…

ABC’S of Love…

A acceptanceauthorityabundantaffectionBbelongingCcharacterconfidencecommunicationDdignitydoingEendlessFfamiliarfeelingfreedomGgivingHhopehealinghearthelpIidentityintimateJjustjoyKknowingknowledgeLlearningMmoralityNnewniceneededOopenPpeaceperfectpresenceprotectionprovisionperformancepresencepowerfulQquietqualityqualifying RrespectresponsibilitiesSsafetysecurityTtakingtrustUunderstandingunconditionalVvaluevulnerableWwholeworthX*(comment below if you know a loving word that starts with X)Y*(comment below if you know a loving word that starts with Y)Z*(comment below if you know a loving word that starts with Z) It’s an alphabet-long process, but when you find your true identity & worth, you will be able to receive…

Tearing Down Walls

I’ve built up so many walls.It might take some time to tear them all down. But, I’m working on it.Slowly… It took me my whole life to build these walls. I’ve worked every day of my life.I’m proud of this work I’ve done.But, I think I’m ready to tear them down. I’m ready to feel…

From Follow Me! To Send Me!

“Is this what you really want?What about all my failures?Will you take this shame I feel?Can you really use me?” “This is what I want for you.I forgive you.I can & will use you.Are you ready?” “*Sobbing…* Okay, I’ll think about it…” “I promise these things.I will use your talents.I will teach you great things.I…

Here I Am!

I am alive!I am anxious!I am beautiful!I am blessed!I am changed!I am cleansed!I am changing!I am daring!I am excited!I am exploring!I am experiencing!I am filled!I am following!I am failing!I am growing!I am helping!I am imperfect!I am joyful!I am kind!I am loved!I am learning!I am living!I am leading!I am listening!I am marvelled!I am motivated!I am nervous!I…

The Confusion Filled Search

LifeA daily searchFilled with confusionfor the days ahead All the questionsFlying around your headJust confusing your mindWith no answers One dayEverything’s greatYou have the answersThe confusion is gone The next dayThe search continuesBack to square oneWhen will the cycle end? . . . How I wish I knewWhat to do? I just keep failingCan someone…

Hide n’ Seek

Where are you? Come out, come out wherever you are. Where did you go? What are you doing? Just show me your self. How can I find you? Why did you leave? I can’t find you anywhere. What do I do? Are you still there? I feel so alone without you. Can you please come…

MAKE A DIFFERENCE TODAY! 😊

Let’s show people that they CAN make a difference! No matter their situation. They have the ability to do something to change their life! YOU have the ability to change your life, while also helping something realize their full potential. That’s what we should strive for in life! To help people realize their full potential!…