An Overwhelmed Heart

“When my heart is overwhelmed, lead me to the rock.” it’s beenwella month..but it’s feltlikea year! i’ve been searching i’ve been learningi’ve been leaningi’ve been reaching andit hasexhausted mebut with youi knowit wasall so worthitbecause althoughi feel defeatedfrustratedconfusedalonelosti look upbecausei knowthat you’ve waitedso longfor meto cometo youfor meto learnto leanon you so now i comewith…

Godly Expectations Released

What can I do?How can I live rightly?When will it be enough? You’ve probably asked yourself these questions before (at least once).Well, here’s a poem with the answer to how you can truly fulfill God’s expectations: There’s nothingyou can do.It will neverbe enough. Stop placing overwhelmingexpectations on yourselfto please Godand others. He never expectsanything –…

New Year, Same God

good yearbad yearglobal pandemicglobally travelingthrough it allHe remains “what if I gave it all?” this year“could I be a worthy sacrifice?” deserving of love this yeari’m leaving it all behindlast yeari learned so muchi’m readyto sit at the tablewith youi want to partake in your communion “with bread as your body” the bread of life“and…

I See You…

Dear beautiful child, I see youYou are worthyI love youYou are perfectI am for youYou are not alone Child, you’re beautifulYou’re wonderfully madeAnd when I formed youI made no mistakesI’ve always adored youAnd nothing has changed I see youEven when you can’t Just look to meThrough my eyesYou will seeThe world and you Child, you’re…

Growing Lungs & Changing Heart

I amsculptingstrengtheninggrowingyour lungsmaking themperfectstrongand bigger than everbecauseI need youtotell the worldabout methrough your story I am changingre-moldingre-shaping your heartmaking itheavy and giving itthe desires of my heartbecauseI want youtofollow my planfor youandlove othersas I love you Thanks for reading! I hope this reminded you that change is necessary for growth; but you can’t grow if…

Just Who He Is!

LovingCompassionateGraciousTrustingCaringPerfectHopeFaithfulSinless . . . That’s just who He isThat’s why We call HimAbba Father He cameBefore usAndHe won’t Leave us Nothing we doCould stop HimFrom loving us That is justWho He is . . . We areBrokenHurtSinfulLostFaithlessAloneHopeless But He helps usBecome Like Him EntirelyWhole Thanks for reading!I hope this post reminded you that when you…

Start over…

I’m not afraidof starting overbecause I knowan amazing Godthat always forgivesand always gives unlimited second chances. I don’t fear the starting linebecause I know a perfect Godthat deserves allmy fears, failuresand future anxieties. I have joyin new daysbecause I know a joyful Godthat makes plansfor all my days before me. I’m not afraidto start againbecause…

Cafe Saturday

Sitting hereStarring out Into the cityFrom this cafeI can’t help But thinkHow GodDid I Get here? Just a randomSaturday in winterHere in AustraliaWithSo many visionsSo many dreamsSo many plansJust chasing GodWith my lifeAnd so farHe has neverLet me downAndHere I amJust sitting hereIn His presenceIn the comfortIn the loveIn the protectionOf my Father He hasAlways…

Home…

Homeis not a placeit’s not a bedwhat is home? Homeis the peoplethe people you lovethe people you trust Home is in the heartthe feeling of nostalgiathe place of belonging Homeis individualand safetyfor the body Homeis collectiveand joyfor the heart Home is a questand a treasure huntof the heart Homeis only foundin othersand self confidence Homeis…

A message of hope for the lonely

LonelinessComes and goesButGod remains PainBecomes a triggerButGod remains HappinessFeels out of reachButGod remains BelongingSeems impossibleButGod remains Through all the loneliness, remember that God remains the same through it all. He is always there within reach inviting you into His house. He wants you to join His family more than anything because He loves you! Thanks…

“Peoplesick”

So, a few days ago, I had this revelation about home. I was feeling sad, and I couldn’t figure out why because I didn’t really feel homesick, but I couldn’t put it into words. Until I came up with the word “peoplesick”. You see, I’ve been living in a dorm with 11 other girls for…

A poem about evangelism

Just tell them! One smileInstead of wordsIs enoughAnd, so simple Just tell them! One wordMore than enoughTo speakLife over someone Just tell them! One sentenceAll it takesTo explainThe good news Just tell them! One truthOf unfailing loveIs greaterThan the world Thanks for reading!I hope this poem encouraged you, & reminded you that telling others about…

Abba Father!

A child for lifeLiving in His presenceBecauseHe always treats His children wellAnd takes care of them everyday No need to grow upJust be in awe of Him everydayStay curiousHave a joy like a childDepend on HimNever try to understand all things That’s His jobAs Abba Father Because… He is:More real than the ground we stand…

You have no idea… (a poem)

Ouchthat hurtthat was triggeringthat made me feel sadBut…then againyou have no ideahow much pain I feelBecause…it’s concealedhidden awaypushed deep downout of sightout of reachno one can knowabout this paininside meBut…only one has an ideaonly God knows You have no idea And you never willeven if I explainmyselfand tell you mylife storyyou will nevertruly understandwhat I…

Lessons from the mountain top…

A moment to remember who God is & who I amA moment of total surrenderA moment of ultimate loveA moment of perfect peaceA moment of complete freedomA moment of finding hopeA moment of unfailing graceA moment of uplifting truth God is… LovePeaceFreedomHopeGraceTruthAnd the ultimate hiding placeThe one I kneel at the feet ofThe one that…

Finding Freedom by Popping Bubbles

If you don’t know where I’ve been for the past 4 months,check out this post before reading the following story. RunningChasingCatchingFindingDiscoveringLearningBuildingWorkingCryingSmilingLaughingHidingHurtingThinkingTalkingProcessingPraying But, ultimately PoppingBreakingDestroyingTearingShattering This is my story from the past 4 months about how I discovered my true freedom by popping bubbles: You see, before coming to YWAM (Youth with a Mission) to do…

The Mustard Seed…

The smallest seed In the whole gardenAnd even earth Don’t just haveA mustard seedSIzed faith You must beThe mustard seedTree, Be a tree It’s the smallest Of the seedsBut, it becomes, The tallest treeLoved by allA safe shadow for all Thanks for reading! I hope this reminded you that: It’s never just About faith The…

Spiral…

Can you hear me?I’m spiraling.Help! Where am I?I’m stuck in my thoughts.Help! When will this end?I’m tired of always fighting.Help! Is anyone out there?I’m begging to be free.Help! I feel like I’m: Loosing myselfBrewing in self hatredSwallowing with guiltThinking too muchBreaking everything I touchTalking down to myselfCoping with the pain wronglyTrying to change myselfFeeling like…

No More Hiding!

My time has comeHope has wonI’ve been found Fear is goneLove has wonI’ve been covered The lies are goneTruth has wonI’ve been set free from doubts Broken love has vanishedPeace has wonI’ve stopped running Quitting has no place hereComfort has wonI’ve found my home Hiding places have disappeared Light has wonI’ve started shinning Thanks for…

ABC’S of Love…

A acceptanceauthorityabundantaffectionBbelongingCcharacterconfidencecommunicationDdignitydoingEendlessFfamiliarfeelingfreedomGgivingHhopehealinghearthelpIidentityintimateJjustjoyKknowingknowledgeLlearningMmoralityNnewniceneededOopenPpeaceperfectpresenceprotectionprovisionperformancepresencepowerfulQquietqualityqualifying RrespectresponsibilitiesSsafetysecurityTtakingtrustUunderstandingunconditionalVvaluevulnerableWwholeworthX*(comment below if you know a loving word that starts with X)Y*(comment below if you know a loving word that starts with Y)Z*(comment below if you know a loving word that starts with Z) It’s an alphabet-long process, but when you find your true identity & worth, you will be able to receive…

Now, what?

Now, we learn to become a missionary! We learn to turn those sacrifices into choices. We stop feeling lonely & start making friends. We replace fatigue with excitement. We let go of anxiety & find peace. We don’t feel defeated, just courage to win. We stop doubting & learn to trust. We always know everything…