You have no idea… (a poem)

Ouchthat hurtthat was triggeringthat made me feel sadBut…then againyou have no ideahow much pain I feelBecause…it’s concealedhidden awaypushed deep downout of sightout of reachno one can knowabout this paininside meBut…only one has an ideaonly God knows You have no idea And you never willeven if I explainmyselfand tell you mylife storyyou will nevertruly understandwhat I…

Spiral…

Can you hear me?I’m spiraling.Help! Where am I?I’m stuck in my thoughts.Help! When will this end?I’m tired of always fighting.Help! Is anyone out there?I’m begging to be free.Help! I feel like I’m: Loosing myselfBrewing in self hatredSwallowing with guiltThinking too muchBreaking everything I touchTalking down to myselfCoping with the pain wronglyTrying to change myselfFeeling like…

Hide n’ Seek with Myself

Who am I?What’s my talent?Where do I belong?When is it gonna be my time?How will I find it? All these questionsRemain unansweredLeaving me lostAnd confusedSearching for more I can’t seem to seeNothing gets betterI feel stuckIn this endless cycleOf this identity crisis All my life I’ve searchedAnd tried to get outBut life always catches meAnd…

As I sit here…

Here I am, waiting… Learning patience everyday! I sit here and wait. My day will come. I just know it, so I wait. Patience is a skill. I’m perfecting it. I get better and better – Everyday, I wait. I get discouraged. But, I never stop learning. There is a reason. I don’t know it…

Birthday Goals?

So, today’s a weird / crazy / awesome day… . . . Today is my birthday, and I don’t know how to feel because I try to do this thing every year; I try to spend my birthday in a new country every year, so I can remember that birthday, and that country. But, for…

Apologies & Promises (A Letter)

*I’m writing this for Mother’s Day, but it can also work for Father’s Day.* It can pretty much work for any day (i just recently got inspired). Dear mom / dad (or anyone else),    I just want to apologize for some things: I’m sorry for ever letting you down. I’m sorry for ever doubting…

¡Una publicación en español!

So, just a heads up: this is a short post… Also, please don’t judge my Spanish. I’ve lived in Chile for 3 months, so I’ve learned a lot, but, I know, I still have lots to learn. But, I wanted to try to write a post in Spanish. So, here it is: . . ….

Hope For Your Future…

Let your hopes, not your hurts, shape your future. -Robert H. Schuller . . . So, before I begin, I should start by saying that I don’t know the person who said that quote, but, when I read it, I immediately remembered one of the main reasons why I made the decision to live here,…