Office Job…

Sitting hereThinkingSpinning aroundIn this chairAt this deskMy desk?WritingThese wordsOn paperTo process lifeTypingSomething randomTo look busyDoing homeworkFeelingWeird and confusedAskingSo many questionsAbout the futureGod, how did I get here?WaitingFor an answerIn the meantimeI continueTo sit hereAt this deskLearningTo be professional Thanks for reading!That poem was inspired by my current “job” here in Australia. It’s kind of a…

Hide n’ Seek with Myself

Who am I?What’s my talent?Where do I belong?When is it gonna be my time?How will I find it? All these questionsRemain unansweredLeaving me lostAnd confusedSearching for more I can’t seem to seeNothing gets betterI feel stuckIn this endless cycleOf this identity crisis All my life I’ve searchedAnd tried to get outBut life always catches meAnd…

Tearing Down Walls

I’ve built up so many walls.It might take some time to tear them all down. But, I’m working on it.Slowly… It took me my whole life to build these walls. I’ve worked every day of my life.I’m proud of this work I’ve done.But, I think I’m ready to tear them down. I’m ready to feel…

Love Feeling Confused!

A poem about confusion. . . . A daily battle… What do I want? Where do I wanna be?Who do I trust?Why am I here? So many questions… When do I find it?How do I know?Where do I go? With no answers… Going in circlesLike an endless cycleI just can’t decide . . . What…

The Confusion Filled Search

LifeA daily searchFilled with confusionfor the days ahead All the questionsFlying around your headJust confusing your mindWith no answers One dayEverything’s greatYou have the answersThe confusion is gone The next dayThe search continuesBack to square oneWhen will the cycle end? . . . How I wish I knewWhat to do? I just keep failingCan someone…

The Real Neat Blog Award!

I love the wordpress blogging community! When I started this blog, I wasn’t sure what I was getting into. But now, I love writing, and I love the community that comes with it. I also didn’t realize people would actually read my blog, let alone like it enough to nominate me for awards (I know…

Anxiety…

All the questions Racing through your head Your future You can’t escape Even for a few hours No sleep for you This anxiety It won’t give up Keeps you up at night It just won’t die You tell yourself: “It’s just anxiety, I can make it stop, I can overcome it, It won’t consume me…

Influence…

“The capacity to have an effect on the character, development, or behavior of someone or something, or the effect itself.“ . . . INFLUENCE. …such a big, complicated word that many people don’t like to use because they don’t really understand it. And, I know this is true because I googled it, and the following…