Spiral…

Can you hear me?I’m spiraling.Help! Where am I?I’m stuck in my thoughts.Help! When will this end?I’m tired of always fighting.Help! Is anyone out there?I’m begging to be free.Help! I feel like I’m: Loosing myselfBrewing in self hatredSwallowing with guiltThinking too muchBreaking everything I touchTalking down to myselfCoping with the pain wronglyTrying to change myselfFeeling like…

“People walk in, and out of your life!”

That’s just how it is. Sometimes there’s no good reason. It just…well…happens… People will leave. You won’t get any warning, Or explanation. They won’t tell you why. They just leave without talking. And, then it’s over. You get confused. And, you feel sad for a bit. You kind of shut down. Why let people in…