Spiral…

Can you hear me?I’m spiraling.Help! Where am I?I’m stuck in my thoughts.Help! When will this end?I’m tired of always fighting.Help! Is anyone out there?I’m begging to be free.Help! I feel like I’m: Loosing myselfBrewing in self hatredSwallowing with guiltThinking too muchBreaking everything I touchTalking down to myselfCoping with the pain wronglyTrying to change myselfFeeling like…

Tearing Down Walls

I’ve built up so many walls.It might take some time to tear them all down. But, I’m working on it.Slowly… It took me my whole life to build these walls. I’ve worked every day of my life.I’m proud of this work I’ve done.But, I think I’m ready to tear them down. I’m ready to feel…