Growing Pains…

Painfulhurt surfaces Brokenpiecesfall Brick walls crumble Soft hearts shatter Deep tears fade Growthis happening Sometimes growth is painful, and difficult.. but, that’s how we know we are growing properly! Growing pain is the result of muscles being stretched and pulled in new and different ways; and when we realize how good it is, we can…

“Peoplesick”

So, a few days ago, I had this revelation about home. I was feeling sad, and I couldn’t figure out why because I didn’t really feel homesick, but I couldn’t put it into words. Until I came up with the word “peoplesick”. You see, I’ve been living in a dorm with 11 other girls for…

Spiral…

Can you hear me?I’m spiraling.Help! Where am I?I’m stuck in my thoughts.Help! When will this end?I’m tired of always fighting.Help! Is anyone out there?I’m begging to be free.Help! I feel like I’m: Loosing myselfBrewing in self hatredSwallowing with guiltThinking too muchBreaking everything I touchTalking down to myselfCoping with the pain wronglyTrying to change myselfFeeling like…

Tearing Down Walls

I’ve built up so many walls.It might take some time to tear them all down. But, I’m working on it.Slowly… It took me my whole life to build these walls. I’ve worked every day of my life.I’m proud of this work I’ve done.But, I think I’m ready to tear them down. I’m ready to feel…