Abba Father!

A child for lifeLiving in His presenceBecauseHe always treats His children wellAnd takes care of them everyday No need to grow upJust be in awe of Him everydayStay curiousHave a joy like a childDepend on HimNever try to understand all things That’s His jobAs Abba Father Because… He is:More real than the ground we stand…

You have no idea… (a poem)

Ouchthat hurtthat was triggeringthat made me feel sadBut…then againyou have no ideahow much pain I feelBecause…it’s concealedhidden awaypushed deep downout of sightout of reachno one can knowabout this paininside meBut…only one has an ideaonly God knows You have no idea And you never willeven if I explainmyselfand tell you mylife storyyou will nevertruly understandwhat I…

Lessons from the mountain top…

A moment to remember who God is & who I amA moment of total surrenderA moment of ultimate loveA moment of perfect peaceA moment of complete freedomA moment of finding hopeA moment of unfailing graceA moment of uplifting truth God is… LovePeaceFreedomHopeGraceTruthAnd the ultimate hiding placeThe one I kneel at the feet ofThe one that…

Finding Freedom by Popping Bubbles

If you don’t know where I’ve been for the past 4 months,check out this post before reading the following story. RunningChasingCatchingFindingDiscoveringLearningBuildingWorkingCryingSmilingLaughingHidingHurtingThinkingTalkingProcessingPraying But, ultimately PoppingBreakingDestroyingTearingShattering This is my story from the past 4 months about how I discovered my true freedom by popping bubbles: You see, before coming to YWAM (Youth with a Mission) to do…

The Mustard Seed…

The smallest seed In the whole gardenAnd even earth Don’t just haveA mustard seedSIzed faith You must beThe mustard seedTree, Be a tree It’s the smallest Of the seedsBut, it becomes, The tallest treeLoved by allA safe shadow for all Thanks for reading! I hope this reminded you that: It’s never just About faith The…

Spiral…

Can you hear me?I’m spiraling.Help! Where am I?I’m stuck in my thoughts.Help! When will this end?I’m tired of always fighting.Help! Is anyone out there?I’m begging to be free.Help! I feel like I’m: Loosing myselfBrewing in self hatredSwallowing with guiltThinking too muchBreaking everything I touchTalking down to myselfCoping with the pain wronglyTrying to change myselfFeeling like…

Still in Australia?

So, yes. I am still living & studying in Australia. However, due to the current world pandemic, called Covid-19, I haven’t been able to explore much of Australia. So, I decided to make this video to show you what my home / school looks like here. Hope you enjoy! THE VIDEO For more information about…

She had no idea…

That girl in the pictureStanding thereSmilling through the painJust living life That girl in the pictureShe never could’veKnown or imaginedWhat was coming That girl in the picureLooking at the worldBlind to the futureShe had no idea That girl in the pictureShe couldn’t even Begin to prepare For this! Seriously! How could she know?How could she…

YOU ARE…

A poem about your true identity! The enemy will tell you that: You are unworthyYou are aloneYou are never chosenYou are ignoredYou are untalentedYou don’t belongYou are hopelessYou are stupidYou are uglyYou are weakYou are not valuableYou are nothingYou are not importantYou are neglectedYou are hidingYou are afraidYou should give upYou are a defaultYou are…

A poem for the Enemy!

Hey Devil!Listen up!This message is for you! I need you to listen closelyBecause what I’m about to say is crucial?And, I need you to take note! You are done ruining my life!You are done telling lies!You are defeated! I’ll give you credit For what you’ve already done.It was impressive. But, from this moment on, you…

No More Hiding!

My time has comeHope has wonI’ve been found Fear is goneLove has wonI’ve been covered The lies are goneTruth has wonI’ve been set free from doubts Broken love has vanishedPeace has wonI’ve stopped running Quitting has no place hereComfort has wonI’ve found my home Hiding places have disappeared Light has wonI’ve started shinning Thanks for…

Hide n’ Seek with Myself

Who am I?What’s my talent?Where do I belong?When is it gonna be my time?How will I find it? All these questionsRemain unansweredLeaving me lostAnd confusedSearching for more I can’t seem to seeNothing gets betterI feel stuckIn this endless cycleOf this identity crisis All my life I’ve searchedAnd tried to get outBut life always catches meAnd…

In This Time…

In this timeWe mustRememberThe truth There’s nothing we can doBut remember the great I AmAnd hold onto faithThat this too shall pass The great I Am Has all the powerKnows all thingsIs always with us Our only taskIs to trustPut our faith And hope in Him He has never let us downIn other times beforeAnd…

No Control

Sometimes hope disappearsSometimes strength decreasesSometimes faith fades But, Through it allWe must continue to conquerAnd, hold firm to Him Because, He is greaterHe is in controlHe is victorious And, With HimWe are also victoriousWith true hope Through all the pain, confusion, and disappointment we must remember that we have no control. God is fully in…

Dirty Hands

Sometimes you gotta put in work! It might be: Messy Gross Disgusting Tiring Frustrating But, it can also be: Rewarding Exciting Humbling Learning Growing Getting your hands dirty & putting in work might not be glamorous or easy, but it has an amazing reward. Serving others like Jesus is what we are called to do,…

ABC’S of Love…

A acceptanceauthorityabundantaffectionBbelongingCcharacterconfidencecommunicationDdignitydoingEendlessFfamiliarfeelingfreedomGgivingHhopehealinghearthelpIidentityintimateJjustjoyKknowingknowledgeLlearningMmoralityNnewniceneededOopenPpeaceperfectpresenceprotectionprovisionperformancepresencepowerfulQquietqualityqualifying RrespectresponsibilitiesSsafetysecurityTtakingtrustUunderstandingunconditionalVvaluevulnerableWwholeworthX*(comment below if you know a loving word that starts with X)Y*(comment below if you know a loving word that starts with Y)Z*(comment below if you know a loving word that starts with Z) It’s an alphabet-long process, but when you find your true identity & worth, you will be able to receive…

My Trip to Australia!

Part 1 of my journey to Australia has been uploaded!!! Check it out using the link below: My Trip to Australia! (Part 1) Thanks for following me on this journey! -LiveForAdventure! 🙂

Tearing Down Walls

I’ve built up so many walls.It might take some time to tear them all down. But, I’m working on it.Slowly… It took me my whole life to build these walls. I’ve worked every day of my life.I’m proud of this work I’ve done.But, I think I’m ready to tear them down. I’m ready to feel…

Love Feeling Confused!

A poem about confusion. . . . A daily battle… What do I want?Where do I wanna be?Who do I trust?Why am I here? So many questions… When do I find it?How do I know?Where do I go? With no answers… Going in circlesLike an endless cycleI just can’t decide . . . What if…

Hearing v.s. Understanding

I heard the call I answered the callI fulfilled the call But, I don’t understand the callI don’t feel the callI don’t see the call But, I know I heard the callI know I’m supposed to be hereI know this is right But, I don’t know whyI don’t know what I’m doingI don’t know; what…

Now, what?

Now, we learn to become a missionary! We learn to turn those sacrifices into choices. We stop feeling lonely & start making friends. We replace fatigue with excitement. We let go of anxiety & find peace. We don’t feel defeated, just courage to win. We stop doubting & learn to trust. We always know everything…

Confused, & ready!

I’m here. Unsure. Discouraged. Confused. Questioning. Tired. But, why? I’m here. Unpacked. Settled. Exploring. Writing. Ready. Now, what? Thanks for reading! Part 2 is coming soon! -LiveForAdventure! 🙂 P.S. I’ve made it to Australia! I was inspired to write the above post because school starts tomorrow, and I literally don’t know what I’m doing, or…